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From today on, i'm gonna input every note that was ever sent to me by Edna... Online diary huh?

27/10/02

Harlowz dear... Guess wad... I'm writin diz with u on the other line sleepin so soundly...haha..:) aniwaex, i realli wanna sae a B-I-G thank you to you for hearing me rambling on and on 4 so long just now.. not that I'm being polite...but well... juz wanna let u noe that i realli appreciate it and feel realli thankful dat at least dere is sumone out dere 4 me who cares, who understands and who listens. Seriously, i haf absolutely no idea why did i tell u all dat 4... I mean i haf been keeping all diz tots and feelings inside me 4 realli long coz i tot nobody would understand dis.... tok to Cleo about it once though... Ended up arguing in the end... Dat's why from den i decide dat sure noone understands... might as well, juz keep it inside... but well... guess dere is somtink inside me which tells me dat u will share my tots... my feelings... therefore ended up telling u.. :) oh, i had a realli great day today... esp at de Esplanade... watchin all the 'Oh my Gawd' preformances.. We'll go dere again next week ok? den we shall take lotsa pics and compile em up into an album...hehex...so fun... u know, its juz so enjoyable bein with u... I always feel so happy...so loved... you're right... we're getting closer each day... and trust me, i love dat feeling as much as u do...meeting u or seeing u everyday has become part of my schedule... things just doesn't seem right when i dun see u for a day... guess this is all about missing someone...
dear, remember dat everything takes place for a purpose...and after every single obstacle u went thru...u've become a stronger, a better person and one with experiences in life which many do not... always look at stuffs with a positive attitude...even when things seems real screwed up and it is as if it is the end of the world and everyone is turning thier backs on you... i will still be be here... guess thats all i gotta say... feelin kinda tired... cya...

Lotsa love, smooches
From Edna :P